Saturday, December 29, 2007

~ Freedom~


Preface...

'Are we really free'? I feel that we bind ourselves over the time in various constructs. Imaginary boundaries which regulates our behaviour and within which we live our lives, we are for that matter slaves of our own beliefs. Constructs that are wedged into our mind from the very childhood by our parents and institutions like schools and society at large. These boundaries perhaps are needed as it facilitates men to coexist together and limits conflict to a large extent. Despite the obvious merits it however remains fact that we as men are not really free. We are indeed enslaved and the society starts this process of enslavement from the very time we are born.

This poem is an attempt to describe how a man is born free but is slowly chained by the society. How biases prejudices and fears are wedged into the naïve human mind, indoctrination that eventually leads to our enslavement. It’s a kind of hypnotic bondage we are bound into; we are made to believe a lot of things with no logical or rational base for it.

When I talk of fellow men it includes my parents my teachers and my friends all those who are part of this process of enslavement. It is for sure not a conscious act of subversion form them, but they are so much a slave of the system and the society that they go about doing this act of taming rather unconsciously. Be it religious indoctrination or any other belief that is passed on to the next generation, is an act of crime…felony on fellow human.

We must train our kids in reason train them to judge for themselves. Knowledge must be passed on and not blind beliefs. Let men be free to judge for themselves what is right and wrong. Yes, to reach such an elevated state of consciousness parents need to train their kids. They are not to be handed over in a platter some age old set of right and wrongs. They must be instead given the right rationales and they must be led to reason it out.

I believe that all rational men will end up having almost the same set of virtues and these virtues will definitely be staunch and uncorrupted. They will for sure help men work together and grow together. All relations will be symbiotic rather than parasitic. All men shall produce their worth and share rather than sacrifice themselves on the name of divine goodness and altruism. In true sense men will be free and so shall be the society that sprouts out of them.

The poem has a reflection of Ayn Rand and Nietzsche’s philosophy. I quote -

It is not in the nature of man--nor of any living entity--to start out by giving up, by spitting in one’s own face and damning existence; that requires a process of corruption whose rapidity differs from man to man. Some give up at the first touch of pressure; some sell out; some run down by imperceptible degrees and lose their fire, never knowing when or how they lost it. Then all of these vanish in the vast swamp of their elders who tell them persistently that maturity consists of abandoning one’s mind; security, of abandoning one’s values; practicality, of losing self-esteem. Yet a few hold on and move on, knowing that that fire is not to be betrayed, learning how to give it shape, purpose and reality. But whatever their future, at the dawn of their lives, men seek a noble vision of man’s nature and of life’s potential.”- Ayn Rand

"It is not the works, but the belief which is here decisive and determines the order of rank--to employ once more an old religious formula with a new and deeper meaning,--it is some fundamental certainty which a noble soul has about itself, something which is not to be sought, is not to be found, and perhaps, also, is not to be lost.--The noble soul has reverence for itself.--" Friedrich Nietzsche, Beyond Good and Evil.


Am I free…this question haunts me
Can see no wall no chain that binds
Yet from deep within my spirit plea
Body is free but mind confined

Like a bird that can fly yet bound to flock the same path
For freedom is not in wings but flight
To follow the course of ones own delight
Not subjugated or proscribed in fear of divine or worldly wrath

Born free I was to humanity
Tied with nothing more than an umbilical cord
My naïve conscious unblemished, free of all discords
Knew nothing of worldly vanity and its insipid insanity

Needs alas, my dependence on fellow men got me enslaved
Allow captivate my conscious before it grew strong enough to construe
Differentiate right and wrong and judge what is true
Customs and traditions, goodness and ill into my conscious staved

In malice my fellow men or in an unconscious subversion
Mitigated my mind to a mellowed subsistence
My essence slowly driven into despondence
Pushed me to the servitude of hell in the name of some supreme salvation

And today I see myself crucified on the so called altar of humanity
Pinnacle of goodness it is called, yet by what standard I don’t know
If man is not an end in himself and his virtues is not what humanity endow
What goodness, what virtue it is in damning self and revering some hypothetical divinity

What virtue it is in sacrificing oneself for fellow men
To let parasites feed on your flesh, your blood and more so on your sweat
To let go on the name of some greater good all that you deeply covet
To be a salve carrying the burden of humanity, and yet be mocked as ‘free men’

Sunday, December 23, 2007

~Dreams~


Dreams the fleeting flight of thought
Specious bliss so often sought
Attach but to desire pure
Construct beyond the choice sure

Changes tint every stint
Taste differ every pint
Changes face an eternal maze
Beyond logic or reason gaze

Thin air a castle wrought
Cost none dreams are brought
So desperate we seek pleasure
Pain beneath fail to measure

To win a toss when coin still in air
Beneath enchanting hope lies despair
No betrayal but just fair
For everything just has a due fare

~Light~


Yes there is a light brighter than sun
Yet, no scorch no heat that burns
Spread across the time and space
Eternally stays and never fades


In the mortal world immortal soul
Seek the light to show the goal
A purpose when all purpose gone
A hope to make it carry on

Brilliance abound yet not seen
But for the eyes yet so keen
To see for once the divine grace
Free for once from the eternal maze

On Training


It’s not steel that maketh sword
But the fire in which it is wrought
Every strike of hammer counts
Making sword that in war astounds

It’s not wit that maketh man
Nor the strength in his arms
Trained he is to prove his worth
Reach out for sky from the earth

In artist’s hands does the beauty lie
Not in sculptures he maketh by
Magic that his hand play
Bring forth life in shapeless clay

What is man if not trained?
Morales and virtues not ingrained
On his instincts he would feast
Nothing more than a cunning beast

With care and love like a sapling grown
Into flesh a soul is sown
How much sweat and how much pain

Man is all how he is trained

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Drive through the Mist


Driving through the mist in a haste
Vision blurred not sure where I head
Beauty all around unruffled untouched chaste
Pleads to stop, be with it for a while
Eyes yet strain just to see the unforgiving road ahead

The cool breeze filled with moist haze
Drenched of scent wild flowers fresh
In my ears gently sung
Pray slow down not rush
Feel the breath a while as it fills your lungs

Shying glance from her beauty serene
I sped past the meadows green
Dark dense woods basking in laze
Cajole me to slow down the pace
Bare my soul to her splendid grace

I raised my tinted pane to cut her dissuading gaze
Can’t slow down for a moment stop
Let go the dreams for so long I chased
Need steer clear let no affection crop
So I fled, through the mist I sped

Travelled so long so fast yet see no end
Journey so beautiful has turned into an ordeal
Life with no satisfaction no joy spend
Break the shackles of dreams surreal
Forget the end; for once relent…Fall in love with the journey instead

Universe~An Image in Time


All laws of nature n perceivable dimensions
All cosmic creations just conscious conceptions
The arrow of time seemingly rigid in direction
Binds in its flight all of natures regulation

Time is thus the beholder of reality
All of quantum physics, entropy and gravity
Venerable their veracity till time not vacillate
Will fray and sway pray it fluctuates

Beyond the wildest flight of thought may lay reality
Many arrows of time through the singularity
Parallel universes one imploding other exploding
Mirror images in their contrast alluring

For every black hole vanishing into singularity
There is a big bang exploding into duality
Death for one… life for the other
In realms of time all bound together

On Cosmos~The Brahman


Capturing in words an image of creation
The smile of the cosmos the divine jubilation
Complete yet becoming, transforming, manifesting
Consummated in continuously creating

Begins in nothingness in an inexplicable singularity
Extends into infinity in an intertwined duality
Matter and energy meshed in a matrix of space and time
Constructs conceivable by conscious sublime

He is a slave of his own enthral
Bound by the law that binds all
Feeds on self to recreate, regenerate
He is yet one who never procreates

He is one and he is all, nothing lies beyond his premise
Continuously recreating… seeking some perfection perhaps… happy in this eternal reprise
I bow to thee o conscious of conscious

Yet…you are you and I am I complete full and divine

~On Reality~


Complexities of human mind
Perception all constructs, self biased subjective
All can see yet all are blind
There are no right and wrong no absolute objective
Infinite parallels of existence…never intertwine
So follow the path you believe to be true
Not leave your life for someone to construe
You are you and I am I…complete, full and divine

~Preface~


This Page is a gift of love and words that I sow on to this soil are not careless musings but seeds of conscious effort and toil.Endeavour is to emboss my thoughts in such strong fabric of words that they stand the test of time, never wither and never fade. I must admit I am not really adept in doing so. I would rather describe myself as a scribbler, a poet of leisure…these scribbling describe me best

I know I am not a poet great
But for rhyme I can’t fake
I write to ease my heart
Vent for restrained feelings to escape

It’s how I feel that it shows
Pain and content both it endows
Just logging what my heart feels
From deep within what ever reveals

There are no rules that can define
Desires crude how words can refine
What makes u crave and what contains
Emotions are not for words to explain

In poetry I unabashed unwind
Nascent thoughts that stir my mind
No inhibitions I keep
Laugh free and unabashed weep

I was however drifting into a depression; a stark sense of purposelessness was gripping me day by day. I had come to believe that life has no purpose. It is nothing but a progressive mathematical equation which is rather too predictable and repetitive. An odd sickening feeling of ‘I know what is coming next’ was killing me slowly.
It is when I wrote these lines…

I write almost everyday
Not that I have something to say
Each day a thousand word spurn
In search of purpose they burn

There are moments of depression
And there are moments of revelation
Some drowned in pain other buoyant with pleasure
Not one yet worth to treasure

Day filled with time and time hollow
Like poison I slow swallow
I want the day to pass don’t know why
It’s the same plight, the day that would follow

People as shallow as their shadows
Can spend a day in search of a smile
Amidst a lifetime of eternal woes
A joy that last not more than a while….


And…here I burn with all my knowledge deep
Reflect on to abstruse perplexed
Is there a reason behind?
Or all of it is just convulsion of my mind…

I would say that I got lucky that I met someone who gave me a very different perspective of life. She showed me the relation between conscious, creativity and happiness, mans purpose as producing his worth, his toil and his conscious creations. This page is not for anyone else but a dedication to myself, my endeavour to create my worth …my purpose